He Is Your Life

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“I have set before you life and death, blessing and curse.  Therefore choose life, that you and your offspring may live, loving the Lord your God, obeying his voice and holding fast to him, for he is your life and length of days.”  Deuteronomy 30:19-20  (ESV)

Have you ever wished you could die?  Maybe a heart-wrenching break in a relationship, or the prospect of a long and painful illness, or a series of events that robbed you of your reputation and plans for the future was the reason.  Life on this earth just wasn’t worth living, and heaven is so much better.  The prophet Elijah, depressed by what seemed abject failure in his ministry and a death threat hanging over his head, said it this way: “I have had enough, Lord.  Take my life.  I’m no better than my ancestors.” (1 Kings 19:4)  Self-absorbed and at the end of his rope, Elijah wanted out.  I’ve been there.

Some 700 years earlier God prepared Israel for life and death choices in the land he was giving them.  Death, he said, was following your sinful inclinations and losing confidence in your God.  Isn’t that what happens when we want to die?  We measure the value of our life in terms of our happiness and our goals, the way we look at life.  Life, God says, is loving him enough to obey his will and trust his wisdom.  It’s hanging on to him for dear life when you’ve run out of ideas and strength. “HE IS YOUR LIFE” is the ultimate statement about the sanctity of life.  Look, if you’ll believe God’s promise of heaven, why wouldn’t you believe his promise to be with you now and never leave you no matter what?  If you’ve run out of reasons to go on living, why not hear his promise to strengthen you to face what lies ahead and to bail you out when you’re in way over your head?  He’s got your back and he’s got your future.  Jesus signed that promise in his blood.

So how did God respond to Elijah’s death wish?  First, an angel provided food and a good night’s sleep.  When we don’t value our life, one reason is often neglect of our physical needs.  When Elijah whined his reasons for wanting to die, God didn’t indulge the self-pity with a “There, there, Elijah; I know life is hard;” rather he challenged the prophet. He reminded Elijah that God is at work in our world quietly more often than with pyrotechnics. He assured Elijah that things weren’t as bleak as Elijah imagined and that God was still on top of things.  And then God gave Elijah an assignment, a reason to go on living.  When we remember that HE IS OUR LIFE, we’ll trust when we cannot see God’s hand in our world, and we’ll look for the people and possibilities that are his service projects to give meaning to our life.

Lord, you know my frustrations and fears.  Answer them with your word of promise and strengthen my faith to trust you and to see you at work in my life.  I know you want me to be with you in heaven one day; until then, guide and bless my life with you in the here and now.  Jesus is the reason I dare to ask this.  Amen.

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